Does God and the Divine exist? This post is my attempt to break down of some of the various experiences I’ve had or things that I use as evidence to provide proof of God. In one way or another almost everything I write about on this particular blog offers proof and existence of God, but it’s going to take a long time to read everything and so I recommend you start here, it’s quicker than picking up a book.
I eventually encountered a being that others in spirit refer to as ‘Heavenly Father’, he genuinely looks like an old man with a beard, a fatherly figure so to speak, similar to what I have seen depicted in traditional Italian artworks and just like the angels his presence alights from above. I’m not certain what his role is, some sort of divine creator or overseer of worlds. He was more interested in communicating with the inner aspect of myself rather than my ego personality, something most angels also seem to do beyond the occasional short sentence.
In addition to the Heavenly Father there’s something called the ‘Source God’, which most people seem to agree is the source from which we derive and draw love energy and emotional love from when it’s not from another person. This being can also take a spiritual form to communicate with us, but does not look like the archetypal father figure. In order to interact with source I first had to find ways of removing my own sources of impurity and ascend into higher dimensions of reality and this partly involves ensuring the energy output of personal interactions are based on love intent. I share a few spoken words that were derived from source at the end of my post.
God consciousness refers to the omnipresent aspect of our spiritual eco-system, some watch and observe, some organise, some make notes, some interact with us in none obtrusive ways by either speaking as thought or providing impulses to people. Consciousness is none physical and doesn’t ever seem to directly inhabit a form of its own, much like every other aspects of self it has the capacity to communicate in language, it’s not entirely singular in that there appear to be many different consciousnesses, some of which individuals share, they each have different levels of evolution and development, some are light polarised and some are dark polarised, they can see things in a much more fluid and accessible way than a person in a body.
Angels and Higher Beings
I considered myself an atheist from a young age right up until my late twenties, but it was initially contact with Archangels and angels that provided the necessary proof to me that something higher existed, eventually I was able to learn about, discover and communicate with many people spoken about in spiritual traditions, for example, Shakti and Kali are small Indian women, no longer part of the physical earth, but they still exist and enrich Indian culture and interact with us as teachers or helpers. Archangel Michael is a divine being often showing as electric blue coloured light in numerous expressions. These people and beings enjoy living in worlds as much as we do, but theirs are considered higher to denote being more inwardly advanced or evolved, but they enjoy helping our level when we prayer sincerely or make offerings as we struggle with things.
Eventually I had an encounter with Jesus during Kundalini and this helped demonstrate what love is and how it can be used for healing, clearing karma, manifesting changes into your lifetime and becoming eligible for higher worlds. This energy can be traded inwardly for more types of experience you might desire, a bit like having access to a Star Trek Holodeck. Love is an emotion, often connected directly to the heart, it’s also a type of high frequency energy that can raise inner vibrations. Sometimes it can be blended with sexual energy and shared with a partner of the opposite sex during the act of making love, hence why love and sex are inter-connected. When you fall out of alignment with your spiritual expectations, you will often become cut off from love and fall into a low frequency plane of inner reality and this corresponding produces a depressed state of inner being or a type of soul sickness that I link to manic, depressive and bipolar mood states.
I recall that for a long time I was actually scared of the idea of God speaking to me, I’d read of a number of psychotic experiences where people go on to murder being and cite hearing voices. I was particularly fearful that some other entity or being would attempt to copy or emulate him or maybe I’d mistake his voice, this later one actually happened, but I eventually realised it was just another person in spirit and now I can make clear distinctions between light-voices and ordinary people. There are frequently people existing all around us inwardly, something I only began to notice when I became self aware, but prior to this I had little awareness of how things were. Sometimes communication is by way of internally spoken voices only you can hear, sometimes voices seem to come directly from the heart organ, sometimes the voices aren’t a voice at all, it’s just silent inner knowing close to telepathy and at other times our own energy can be channelled out of the crown chakra in the head and directed up above into the Heavens.
Sincere prayer usually releases ego-energy or muscular blocks from the body and you can experience this by way of intuitive thought or body intuition the various list of things that stand between you and God or even reaching a higher reality, sometimes referred to as blocks or abundance blocks, they prevent you reaching a higher sustained frequency where you can share the same level or plane as God where he takes form with you. If you keep this up you’ll eventually learn all the causes and reasons behind all your various diseases and eventually you’ll ascend into different dimensions of the same lived experience. If you take saying prayers and prayer salutations of yoga seriously, prayer can also be used as a tool to ask for various things. In my case, I asked to be able to do a karma/tantra course, which I’m hoping to still do some day, but ordinarily multiple personal big projects are something either disallowed or frowned upon due to excessive wealth, something another being also with a reptilian appearance wanted to leave no doubt about.
I’ve read websites that like to reference the phrase “the light and sound of God”, his voice is a light voice, it sounds how the appearance and manifestation of spiritual light would sound if projected into an audible human voice, something you might imagine a company like Disney Pixar doing. The light of God is a bright white shining light, during meditation this can be seen to shine down on you in much more soft or gentle waves and when enough dark beings are stalking or harassing you the space above your heard can at times flash with light similar to thunder storms.
If you’re able to clear all your own personal sources of spiritual impurity from your body and heal the various inner aspects of self including mind, soul and consciousness you will be well on your way to being moved up into a higher more evolved reality, this is what ascension is all about, producing a better quality of person and human experience through initially following various rules and guidelines, taking on board expectations and developing ones own mind, body, abilities and talents. You are also required to remove sources of trauma from the body and learn about the true nature of karma, sin and transgression to avoid repeating the various mistakes that lead to illness, disease and inner impurity in the first place. Once you are at a very high frequency, disease is very unlikely to be able to manifest in the physical body and you may learn other things about the mind and it’s potential, a person in higher reality is unlikely to catch a disease or virus so long as they maintain their integrity and state of balanced being in the world.
Karma refers to the things that cause spiritual impurity and a wide range of illnesses, chronic conditions and diseases, many people appear to be here to learn about this and work off past debts, but eventually you may experience freedom from karma and this opens up a lot more opportunities. I use this to illustrate the point of God and other higher beings, because they’re the ones who define the laws and rules of what constitutes sources of sin, transgression and karma. Based on my current research and spiritual insights into the meta-physical nature of the human being combined with spiritual concepts such as sin and karma, I’m hoping to reveal some of the causes of diseases, in this case, bipolar, along with providing enough insight into which scientists can validate and verify some of these things.
I’m still not precisely sure what enlightenment is, but it does initially consist of awakening from the unconscious sleep state of consciousness and becoming self-aware. This is like waking up and having just realised that so far your lived waking lifetime you’ve been dreaming and suddenly you’ve just truly woken up from being in the dream of your life and lucidity, clarity and higher consciousness begins to return. Mostly our attention is fixated on body ego and mind. You will reach higher states of consciousness and you will obtain more free will, you will eventually learn from higher knowledge such as the various purposes and causes for disease and begin to appreciate the advantages of a light body over a flesh body. You are god? Tough one. Every person belongs to a source god whom is responsible for seeing that you evolve and have a place to exist, both physically and spiritually. You yourself appear to have the very same potential for nurturing others and creating. Some god-beings actually function through your eyes and consciousness. We each have our own god-self that appears to comprise of part omnipresent sentient consciousness that is capable of observing experiences across a wide spectrum of simultaneous experiences that we can’t easily see or access as well as being a being of form in its own right similar to the soul.
Various things I’ve heard spoken to me by the Source God:
“You’re going to be our next government” – referencing Christianity on another timeline, they were seriously contemplating making Christianity involved in our governing power structures due to widespread corruption.
“I have a loving grip on this world” – God doesn’t want things getting out of control, but at the same time must respect people’s free will and choices and doesn’t have absolute power to micro-manage every problem to the last fine detail. This taught me how the world is an adversarial state of spiritual conflict, God can’t just instantly ‘make all things right’ such a wars or famines, or choose to save every person whom might be in imminent harm or danger, even if they can witness future events to a certain degree as it would be too disruptive, there are some sort of rules relating to free will, however you can ask and reach for interventions, which I’ve experienced in small ways a couple of times. Many people like to say that God represents unconditional love. to the extent that people can do whatever they want, but this is too simplistic and simply not true, this is why spiritual laws exist. Viruses are just one way in which people whom come out of higher alignment with love and the will of God are forced into surrendering and accepting something or they can be killed in order to address the balance.
“Too much power” – A persistently annoying one way dialogue insisting and attempting to dissuade me from writing about both bipolar and doing a karma course, I managed to challenge this one and fortunately for me there are more than one source God. I’m secretly excited that real transformation is likely to take place on our world and it’s not going to be nearly as airy-fairy and none existent as the ‘hope and change’ of the New Age movement. Proof will be in the end result.
“I’m thinking of making him an Archangel, he likes wings” – my first source God was seriously contemplating what to do with me after I learned there are in fact multiple-worlds, multiple timelines and realities and that by this point I already knew quite a bit about the nature of reality and had experienced traversing them. Unfortunately, I was so angry with how my Kundalini process went I didn’t stick around.
“If he wants to know what I want him to do, then he needs to become me.” – the strange ways in which choices are made, I was really undecided what courses or career path I should take so I asked, but really all I got was a “vis a vis, concordantly” Matrix-esque answer, which was not that helpful. In the end they ended up making me become a mystic, but I suppose I could have become either a counsellor as originally planned or perhaps spiritual teacher if I’d completed the original degree that was suggested.